I would be lying if I said I didn’t have any suicidal thoughts after my recent break-up. It’s a place my brain goes to when I’m in a lot of pain. I want the pain to end, and suicide would be an end to that pain. Fortunately, I have a lot of support. There are crisis lines I can cal and friends I can talk to. I also have a good therapist and psychiatrist. As much as I’ve thought about suicide, the fear of hurting myself is strong, and there really isn’t a way to kill yourself without hurting yourself.
I’ll get through this. It may take some time, but I’ll get through it.